Showing posts with label Random Toughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Random Toughts. Show all posts

Jan 4, 2008

world - with a little extra delight



Susahnya menahan diri terhadap goda goda dunia
Moreover if you are in mid-twenties, single, and you make your own money.
You feel superior (padahal duit pun tak seberapa).
You THINK you HAVE power to do things you want

Very slippery indeed

I miss the times when I was a college student;
times when I had to give my dad a long winding explanation if I want to buy things non book, like… new jeans or a pair of shoes, why i need to buy them and why right now, etc.

   
I miss those days when I was sitting on '937 UKI – Senen'
I would chose to seat at the aisle if I was in a hurry
Window seat if I'm feeling sleepy or feel like enjoying the scenery
Middle seat if I was unlucky
Standing on a bus if I was late
- yang akan
otomatis terjadi sebagai kompensasi atas trio: telat bangun - telat berangkat - sampe UKI udah jam berapa tau.
Oh boy.. you definitely will be standing on the bus… lalu sampe kampus sadar bahwa kuliah pertama lo will be Business Ethic oleh Ibu Santoso Rose... and you won’t have the gut to get in coz she would throw you out anyway, because world know how she hates unpunctuality and how she has no respect -or mercy- to those who's unpunctual, so then you'd choose to go to canteen to have your delayed breakfast and have 2hrs chat with teman suram senasip seperjuangan.

I miss those times.

Oh how time flies…
What have I done so far other than wasting time-money-energy?

Nov 12, 2007

S:P:E:C:I:A:L

Why do you like me?
Because you are special
You mean.. special like special girl from a special school? ^^
No. Special like... one of a kind.
Oh, okay.

Oct 26, 2007

;)

QQ: how do you define love?
Me: hmm… one of the most difficult questions for the mankind… love is sitting by the window on a rainy afternoon, enjoying Starbucks hot decaf with my loved ones, exchanging thoughts on Jakarta Post editorial...
QQ: okay that was a little corny
Me: don’t we all need a piece of it in our life?
QQ: hahaha…
Me: So… how’s life after that tough split?
QQ: I’m stronger and emotionally healthier… Am rebuilding my life all over again… and I think I enjoy being single again haha…
Me: sure, single and certified important life lessons… ;)
QQ: you bet. It was one hell of a lesson

Sep 27, 2007

The Glorious One

Gosh, I'm losing 4.5 pounds in.......? 6 days??
is fasting month getting tougher and tougher behind my back ^^

just don't leave so soon... please
it's day 15 already, why are you in such a hurry?

Sep 13, 2007

Ramadhan


Selamat datang bulan penuh rahmat dan ampunan
Mohon maaf lahir dan batin
Selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa
See no evil... Hear no evil... Speak no evil ;)

May 4, 2007

4,3,2.....1

Counting the days before i leave....

Mar 14, 2007

Only after disaster can we be ressurected



Hujan deras
Gelap
Angin kencang
I’m sitting here alone…
Watching through the window
Missing You…
yeah… You,
The Creator
How do You feel right now?
What is Your very plan?
Surely You mad at us...
You sent us calamity after calamity after calamity
Forgive us for we have sinned
Forgive us...
Pardon us...
Every affliction is atonement for our sins

Picture courtesy of this site

Mar 5, 2007

So, what do you do for a living..?


This is what i do for a living...

No. Not COAL business.
(Taking random pictures of nothing during my travels :D).

Jan 17, 2007

The clock was ticking faster than i realized.



I miss these things.....

Laughing till my stomach hurts.
Enjoying a ride down the country side.
Listening to my favorite song on the radio.
Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.
Getting out of the shower and wrapping myself with a warm, fuzzy towel.
Sharing a wonderful dinner with all of my friends.
Laughing without a reason.
Watching the sunset.
Having a great time with my friends.
Visiting an old friend of mine and remembering great memories.


....Gosh, where have i been all this time???

Jan 15, 2007

People come, People go...

Jum’at kemarin one of my office mate resigned. Padahal dia masih tergolong baru disini... Baru empat bulan, baru lulus probation… saya dan Angie nggak deket2 amat, but we do chat sometimes, ditangga samping... diantara asap rokok dan canda tawa orang orang lantai dua, talking about her job, my job, gossiping random people… that stuffs.

Angie ini cubicle-nya dilantai satu, saya dilantai dua… hari-hari pertama dia masuk kantor… everybody was like ‘who’s that girl with blue fake eyes and brown hair sih???’ Beberapa cewek dengan tampang ‘I’M YOUR SENIOR HERE, EYES DOWN, RESPECT ME”… sementara cowok2 seneng dapet pemandangan baru… setiap pagi saya selalu lewat didepan cubicle nya karena mesin absen jaman dino itu ada disamping cubiclenya… lucunya tuh anak selalu ngeliatin gw dengan padangan agak2 jiper karena tampang judes bawaan lahir gw mungkin hahahaha … but I always say ‘Hi’ and give her a big grin every morning, simply because I know how it feels to be a new kid on the block.

One day she called me and said ‘Mbak, bisa ngobrol2 bentar nggak? Nanti pas break gw ke atas’... and there she was, sitting next to me in my f*ck*n narrow cubicle… nanyain experience gw selama disini… jenjang carrier, menyamakan persepsi akan satisfaction dalam berkarir, curhat tentang orang2 yang caught in the act lagi nggossipin dia atau yang terang2an nunjukin ketidak-sukaan mereka karena dia ngerokok… dan satu orang yang katanya demen banget bikin dia keliatan bego sedunia didepan orang banyak hahaha… emang nasib lo apes banget ya… orang2 banyak yang kekeuh manggil dia ‘angel’ dengan pronunciation Jawa yang artinya susah but she didn’t mind keliatannya.

Angie sebagai fresh graduate semangatnya masih berkobar kobar just like those flares on platforms, dia berani… and she is looking forward to having a better challenge… pokoknya Njie, keputusan lo untuk keluar itu emang bener deh.

Sore sore di hari terakhir dia kerja kita ngobrol berdua ditangga… dia bilang ke gw “Gw resign bukan karena duit… atau environment disini yang agak2 ajaib… cemen aja gw kalo resign cuma karena working under pressure di environment yang nggak terlalu kondusif… gw keluar karena job desc dikantor baru lebih civilize, dan keliatannya mereka memang akan nyuruh gw untuk explore kemampuan gw… kayaknya sih disitu lebih menjanjikan untuk gw berkembang, hehehe mudah2an gw nggak dibilang kutu loncat yang nggak loyal ya hahahaha”…

Wah gw kehilangan temen curhat nih Njie… lantai dua nih isinya cowok semua dan lo kan tau nggak ada yang curhatable kecuali Ricky… tapi Ricky juga kalo lagi ‘PMS’ kan nyebelin… payah deh. Sukses ya disana Njie… kalo nggak ngobrol sama lo kemarin gw nggak bakal tau that I’ve been cheated… Maybe its about time for me to call it quits… Well, let’s see.

Dec 20, 2006

Maybe in distance, but never at heart...


It is going to be tough, that's for sure...
but i'll get through it...


Dec 12, 2006

Am i?

Too young to go steady...

Nov 28, 2006

A Piece Of Heaven In Sungai Gerong

I was just wondering.. how does it feel like to live in a cozy house like this...









where you can feel the wind blowing thru your hair in warm afternoon...
sitting on the terrace looking at the view...
watching the birds fly around...
looking out over Sungai Musi with fresh croissants and a cup of caffè latte...


hmm... that’s what we call ‘a piece of heaven’

Nov 3, 2006

I Will Look After You Forever....







They could’ve been happier… if they lived with parent/s…
where they could feel the warmth of having a family…
nurtured by love...
surrounded by care…

I’ve been asking myself lately… should I adopt?
According to Surat Edaran Mahkamah Agung No.6 Tahun 1983 yes I can adopt…
we don’t have to be married to become adoptive parent… this is a very good news for sure… :D.
I agree with what adopting.org wrote on their website..
“Children do not need "perfect" parent/s - they need one or more caring and committed individuals willing to meet their needs and to incorporate them into a nurturing lifetime family environment”…

The question now is… can I be good mom?… I know adoption is not a simple thing… the adoptive parents are responsible for the adoptee’s life for the rest of their life… their well-being, health, school and many other… although I have the motive for adoption I don't think it’s enough.
I know I should seriously think about it before making any decission… because I kinda think saving the lives of my own children is a selfish act… because I saved them for myself… I can save the live of these children as well…

so... why wouldn’t I do it?

Nov 2, 2006

Emotional Design

God may have created man before woman..
..but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece right?
hmm... :D
have a pleasant day