happiness for sale

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I cannot compete with you
You are young and restless
While I am old, tired, sad and messed up
I’ve spent far too much time copycatting you…

Convinced myself that i'm okay
I can’t kid myself no more this time

Me
I don't mind you copycatting me..

is there anything i can do to help you soothe the pain?

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No
My life is way too complicated

Me
Can’t you just be happy?

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Happiness is not designated for me

It's for you
It’s for them that i've hurt
It’s for everyone but me

Me

Or you can at least die trying...