Luv the simple words on the blue card 'hope they deserve you' ;)thanks for your thoughtfulness guys... i am delighted!
Sep 12, 2008
Moving
Moving to 2nd floor
Leaving all the comfort zone behind
My soul is hunger for a piece of practical cake
Hmmm... i can smell the excitement poisoning the air
Leaving all the comfort zone behind
My soul is hunger for a piece of practical cake
Hmmm... i can smell the excitement poisoning the air
when your last breath cast your soul away
My sister texted me this morning it said ‘innalillahi wa inna ilaihi roji’un, Mbak Aan passed away this morning at 09.00 am, she died in car accident otw to work’.
I was shocked. It wasn’t like I cannot accept the fact that death is inescapable but it is always sad and I mean sad to hear someone died at a very young age.
Mbak Aan was my step mom’s nephew, she was an architect and she had just lost her mum 10 days ago. Today Mbak Nadia lost her only sister and Datuk Armand lost his eldest daughter, I feel sorry for him as I’m sure no parents wants to have to burry their children. Words and tears cannot express their devastation. I called Mbak Nadia this evening, she was sobbing. I told her I’m deeply sorry for her tremendous loss, and I hope she will stay strong.
Outside of every labyrinth of sadness there is always a decisive message: we’re all going to die one day. I often wonder of how am I going to die, and I sometimes randomly asked this question to my friends, some of them said they want to die during Hajj, some other said they don’t really care how, as long as its fast, one said he wants to die during sex, the rest said they want to be surrounded by their loved ones when they died. For me, a good end is all I want. Steve Irwin once told his wife that he thought he might die someday either in a car accident or fall off a tree; he never thought a stingray barb would penetrate his chest and inject its lethal venom.
We’ll never know until we know. That’s why it would be unwise to live a life the way I do. I want a change in my life, a major change. I want to obey God as if I’ll die tomorrow and I want to live as if I’ll live forever. And I know it ain’t a walk in the park.
I’ve been very busy worrying the whole unessential thing in my life and keep forgetting the essential thing. I am absolutely aware that I got to do something about it. Only God knows when.
When he said Salam to which you answered
Your hands were trembling
You barely stood still
Your heart has never beat any faster before
Then he let you know it was the day
The day He has promised you
And you’ve agreed to the deal
And you cannot escape the destiny
Your tears doesn’t mean a thing
Your frighten was way too late
You would beg around the world above and beyond that He would give you a second chance
But damn well you know there’s no such thing as second chance
When it comes to death
I was shocked. It wasn’t like I cannot accept the fact that death is inescapable but it is always sad and I mean sad to hear someone died at a very young age.
Mbak Aan was my step mom’s nephew, she was an architect and she had just lost her mum 10 days ago. Today Mbak Nadia lost her only sister and Datuk Armand lost his eldest daughter, I feel sorry for him as I’m sure no parents wants to have to burry their children. Words and tears cannot express their devastation. I called Mbak Nadia this evening, she was sobbing. I told her I’m deeply sorry for her tremendous loss, and I hope she will stay strong.
Outside of every labyrinth of sadness there is always a decisive message: we’re all going to die one day. I often wonder of how am I going to die, and I sometimes randomly asked this question to my friends, some of them said they want to die during Hajj, some other said they don’t really care how, as long as its fast, one said he wants to die during sex, the rest said they want to be surrounded by their loved ones when they died. For me, a good end is all I want. Steve Irwin once told his wife that he thought he might die someday either in a car accident or fall off a tree; he never thought a stingray barb would penetrate his chest and inject its lethal venom.
We’ll never know until we know. That’s why it would be unwise to live a life the way I do. I want a change in my life, a major change. I want to obey God as if I’ll die tomorrow and I want to live as if I’ll live forever. And I know it ain’t a walk in the park.
I’ve been very busy worrying the whole unessential thing in my life and keep forgetting the essential thing. I am absolutely aware that I got to do something about it. Only God knows when.
When he said Salam to which you answered
Your hands were trembling
You barely stood still
Your heart has never beat any faster before
Then he let you know it was the day
The day He has promised you
And you’ve agreed to the deal
And you cannot escape the destiny
Your tears doesn’t mean a thing
Your frighten was way too late
You would beg around the world above and beyond that He would give you a second chance
But damn well you know there’s no such thing as second chance
When it comes to death
Sep 4, 2008
Don't wake the Tigress! (lol)
Some say seitan is leaving back to his homeland (hell) because Ramadhan is coming, but why the temptation to make sins is not less an inch?
Sometimes i think i need to enroll in anger management class but some other times i think these people i’ve been swearing at deserves to get the humiliation.. besides i hardly have my mood swings.
Don’t get me wrong, forgiving is easy, but giving up my rights? You’ve got to be kidding me if you think i would remain silent.
But then again, it’s fasting month now, a beneficial time of reflection & purification for all of us. So why don’t you just give me what is my right and if you’ll excuse me.. i need to purify my soul in this holy month.
Oh.. one more thing, can we stay away from each other for at least 30 days please? Thank you.
Sometimes i think i need to enroll in anger management class but some other times i think these people i’ve been swearing at deserves to get the humiliation.. besides i hardly have my mood swings.
Don’t get me wrong, forgiving is easy, but giving up my rights? You’ve got to be kidding me if you think i would remain silent.
But then again, it’s fasting month now, a beneficial time of reflection & purification for all of us. So why don’t you just give me what is my right and if you’ll excuse me.. i need to purify my soul in this holy month.
Oh.. one more thing, can we stay away from each other for at least 30 days please? Thank you.
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